what a scary day today...so much things happened that i cant even digest it...
i really have no idea what's wrong with the old people nowadays...

working on christmas eve and christmas...sigh~

so saddening...one day after i have planned my sunday to go out, my boss asked me to work on my off day - sunday!!sobz...that would mean i dont have a off day this week!!sigh~

but nevermind...coz i will not be working on 28th to 30th...just because of s29's chalet...aren't you guys grateful?!hahs...

pinching metal rings to produce nice circles. are causing blisters to grow on my finger...not going to reveal what i did to those metal rings...perhaps you might know it soon, perhaps not...but my finger is just going to swell after all this....=/

kiss goodbye...

恰似你的温柔

某年某月的某一天
就像一张破碎的脸
难以开口道再见
就让一切走远
这不是件容易的事
我们却都没有哭泣
让它淡淡的来
让它好好的去
到如今年复一年
我不能停止怀念
怀念你怀念从前
但愿那海风再起
只为那浪花的手
恰似你的温柔
某年某月的某一天
就像一张破碎的脸
难以开口道再见
就让一切走远
这不是件容易的事
我们却都没有哭泣
让它淡淡的来
让它好好的去
到如今年复一年
我不能停止怀念
怀念你怀念从前
但愿那海风再起
只为那浪花的手
恰似你的温柔
到如今年复一年
我不能停止怀念
怀念你怀念从前
但愿那海风再起
只为那浪花的手
恰似你的温柔

一向现实，不喜欢梦幻的我，偶尔也会希望能有‘丑小鸭变天鹅’的一天...
明知不可能，却硬抱着一丝的希望...
所以以免夜长梦多，或许这就是最好的解决方式吧。
就算不是，也别无选择了。
还以为这样会有‘心中放下一块大石’的感觉...
但不知为什么，心仿佛隐隐作痛...
或许时间能冲淡一切吧...

so shitty...got scolded by supervisor again...its the second time she came and say i didnt put my make-up...but i did!!it's just that it is not obvious...not like i'm preparing myself for wedding or halloween right...light make-up is acceptable what...and my light makle-up is a little powder on my face and lipgloss...and she asked me to use a darker colour lipstick next time...wth...she thinks i'm like her that kind of woman arh...i'm still young okayy...ask me to use those auntie colour...kanasai...and i'm wearing spects for goodness sake...for what should i give myself more trouble by putting all those eyeshadow or mascara, when my spects are going to be filled with all those powder?i think she'll only be happy when i go work with a face looking red like a monkey's butt...and the place i'm standing feels as if there's no air-con lo...and believe it or not, i'm actually sweating in takashimaya shopping centre...so obvious that my whatever make-up on my cheeks would have gone off by the time i knock off right...not as if my face has as many holes as her that i need to put heavy make-up or what...i still don't want to spoil my skin with all those pores clogged up with make-up...so sick of her...eeyer!!

yesterday when i was browsing through the web to select what movie i wanted to watch online, i came upon music station...i can't believe it!!it's still around?!!i've watched almost every episode of them when i was still very young~~!!and i still can remember i was also very crazy over noriko sakai when i watched 'heaven's coin'...my goodness...i even took a cassette and recorded my most most favourite song from the show...erm...i think that time still haven't invent cd...1995 i think...'cause i went to check the song's name...and happen to see the year it is produced...though i can't remember what the story was all about, but i know she was mute...and blind i think...but i still remember how to sing the song now!!hahs...too bad i only know the tv's version...because it is different from the song in her album...i was only 7 years old then...=/ anyway, do enjoy the song...it's called kagami no doresu...available on my playlist...=)

updates//////

oh, and after one big round, i am back to sales promoter at takashimaya again...but no longer for marie claire; i'm 'demoted' to level 1...hahs...at Le Coral, an accessories counter...by the way, all those items that i'm selling are made from japan!! XD my country leh...hahs...so must come and give support kay? XP now, am a full time promoter who gets off day on sunday...pay is pretty reasonable for me...workload is lighter than marie claire of course...not as pressurised...as for tanglin, i believe i will still go back and work on certain sundays with melia, if they need me...and now, i get to see japanese almost everyday(i'm loving it), all those ladies that shop around...though i still dont dare to speak to them in japanese...(isnt that obvious that my japanese is seriously lousy?) BUT, 勤能补拙...so i'll work harder on my language...and hopefully i'll be able to bluff my way through next time...hahs...=) got to learn all those stone's names, such as turquoise, coral, onyx, etc etc...and made a mistake today...i mistaken mother of pearl as pearl, which irritated a customer who looks into such details...oh man, forgive me...its just my third day of work, yet first day introducing that kind of pendant...=/ tomorrow will be a better day...let's break the sales record tomorrow night!! X)