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well....not in the top mood right now...but i still decided to blog...haiz....theres so much things bugging me,yet i cant write them all out here...coz everyone's able to see it...-.-"' well...havent been having good experiences recently...in fact i've been experiencing storms recently, and the sad thing is that its not only once...its juz so difficult to look like u're alright when u aint...and yet, ppl requested that i shld do that...wtf...and thats professionalism??!!heck man...not even deities can do that...haiz...how pathetic can i be man...never before had i got a valentine on valentine's day...well at least i dont feel like i've got any...other than nurul...haiz...too bad melia's sick...if not she would have watched movie with me...haiz...everything just sucks for me...how i wish the moment i step onto the road a car will just speed towards and knock me down...so that i can leave this disgusting world forever, and never be back...then i'll become a star in the sky.........far far away from mankind............................